rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  1. Taylar Ford

    Taylar Ford

    Acum oră

    Dems can we smoke a blunt together and be friends?

  2. Clare Sherman

    Clare Sherman

    Acum oră

    The fact that she needs to drink and take drugs for “relief” is concerning.Relief from what?

  3. Bori Balint

    Bori Balint

    Acum oră

    What a disappointing message. Promoting that after an overdose it ‘doesn’t work for me’ to be sober. What you need are coping mechanisms, not another song, not another tattoo, not another hair cut to brush over the trauma. Inner work!! Cannot stress that enough. 😕✝️

  4. MargaridaM


    Acum oră

    No one around her seems to be really helping her... it’s so sad it actually hurts my soul. People need to confront her, to tell her the truths she doesn’t want to hear.

  5. MargaridaM


    Acum oră

    Moderation doesn’t work. Elton John was the only one who was capable of telling the true. I love Demi but she’s actually playing with fire. She will probably od again if she doesn’t STOP now...

  6. StealMyLook


    Acum 2 ore

    Quite interesting that the important people she mentioned are all men 👀

  7. Gamze Korkutan

    Gamze Korkutan

    Acum 2 ore

    Please german subtitles 🥺

  8. Aquarian Light

    Aquarian Light

    Acum 2 ore

    People who have an addiction cant do balance! Elton John told it like it is. Everyone around her including Scooter Braun is an enabler

  9. Aquarian Light

    Aquarian Light

    Acum 3 ore

    She is a mess, smh

  10. Tiago Genaro

    Tiago Genaro

    Acum 3 ore

    Thank you So much for sharing this 💕

  11. spiritual saniii

    spiritual saniii

    Acum 3 ore


  12. Simply Raiding Your Fridge

    Simply Raiding Your Fridge

    Acum 3 ore

    I've lost too many people to drugs and alcohol, I've almost lost myself. I've almost lost one of my closest friends. Idk why but it's very comforting that these people I grew up looking up too are all just lost kids too.

  13. Stephanie Biron

    Stephanie Biron

    Acum 3 ore

    “If I found a Demi Lovato I would want to lock her down to”.💕 “Recovery isn’t a one size fits all solution”.💕 “Life is fluid and I’m fluid and that’s all I know”.💕

  14. Simply Raiding Your Fridge

    Simply Raiding Your Fridge

    Acum 3 ore

    I'm just so glad she's smoking weed now, as a recovering addict, weed is the only reason I haven't relapsed recently

  15. eli Dimitrova

    eli Dimitrova

    Acum 3 ore

    Omg that smile melts my ❤... so contagious. Please contage us more often 🙏 U R amazing, girl

  16. Ari Rodriguez

    Ari Rodriguez

    Acum 4 ore

    I love you demi😍❤️🙏🏼

  17. Dreamer


    Acum 6 ore

    Everything demi says she loves to do for herself and her struggles reminds me so much of me, we're very similar and people tell me I look like her, and I also sing and our rocker style is always similar

  18. Alisha saif

    Alisha saif

    Acum 6 ore

    Her saying she’s “fluid” my heart sank this is low key like a foreshadow. :(

  19. Madison X

    Madison X

    Acum 7 ore

    Her whole life just sounds complicated. From the stardom as a teen til now. I hope she pulls through tho

  20. Bruna Reivax

    Bruna Reivax

    Acum 7 ore

    You can almost say This is real This is she She's exactly where she's supposed to be now

  21. Aldora LaPlume

    Aldora LaPlume

    Acum 7 ore

    She needs to ditch em all. Take her sister and travel the world and live a simplistic life. Work on a farm, or whatever. This life is NOT for her. Actually, it's not for anyone authentic.

  22. Violetta: My Story

    Violetta: My Story

    Acum 8 ore

    13:07 & 16:08

  23. Megan Brewer

    Megan Brewer

    Acum 8 ore

    This made me ridiculously angry We've just sold the idea that addicts in recovery can use to millions of people. I, as a recovering addict, and an addiction counselor for children, am appalled.

  24. Nicole Maxwell

    Nicole Maxwell

    Acum 10 ore

    I was also misdiagnosed with Bipolar but I was 14 at the time and I had no awareness to who I was or how I felt, I am now 26 and I have realized who I am and how I feel and that I am not bipolar but I have Borderline personality disorder and I 100% believe that is what Demi has. I hope she can be diagnosed correctly by someone who knows what they are doing and get the mental help she needs💜

  25. Leandro Centeno

    Leandro Centeno

    Acum 10 ore

    como puede ser que una mujer tan hermosa de corazon y pensamientos tenga que sufrir tantos altibajos? siempre pense que los famosos debian tener una perfecta vida pensando en que eran dioses de otro mundo a diferencia de nosotros pero lo que dijo Elton Jhon es muy cierto.. a fin de cuentas son humanos

  26. Bangtan Universe

    Bangtan Universe

    Acum 10 ore

    I hope Demi can find self- love, so she doesn't need to rely on anyone else for healing and reassurance.



    Acum 10 ore

    Thank you, Elton, for being honest and not trying bullshit the audience, like most of the other people in this documentary.

  28. Pink Hybrid Panda

    Pink Hybrid Panda

    Acum 10 ore

    Honestly I don’t see the Bipolar Disorder in her. What I truly see is someone struggling with undiagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder.

  29. Paulo Brito

    Paulo Brito

    Acum 12 ore

    She is a junkie! She seems so empty and lost. 😭

  30. EmmaPooXP


    Acum 12 ore

    No matter how you are now, past or even in the future, this illness will be a forever thing. Do not be scared of it, you are not alone. As long as you want to be sober, then you can only push yourself to wanting to be sober. Being a family member of an alcoholic was really hard to watch and try to help. But all you can do is support the decisions that they want for themselves. Demi, you seem like a very outgoing person and a strong woman to be able to fight through the thick and thin of things, but their is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

  31. Heather Hart

    Heather Hart

    Acum 12 ore

    I wish that everyone could focus more on how she is happy and free for once in her life rather than arguing over the steps she's taken to get here. Every word spoken here is brave and people are allowed to disagree, but let's be happy for her, just for a minute.

  32. melancícia


    Acum 14 ore

    This video sounds like a huge 28 minutes fake promise. Moderation does work. What i'm not sure is about the way they are doing it

    • melancícia


      Acum 14 ore

      Like, time and trust, yeah, exactly what alcoholics always ask you

  33. B’Yanka McKenzie

    B’Yanka McKenzie

    Acum 15 ore

    Tht haircut was so cute 👏🏾 Demi looked adorable & powerful & renewed.

  34. gucci b

    gucci b

    Acum 15 ore

    Omg that laugh at the end though 😆

  35. S Taylor

    S Taylor

    Acum 15 ore

    I'm gonna have to agree with Elton John... I'm scared that Demi isn't sober even after almost dying a couple years ago. I can't say I trust her but we'll have to just wait and see :/

  36. Capri Spear

    Capri Spear

    Acum 16 ore

    At least she has money, not everyone who is addicted gets the chance to start over successfully

  37. Opowia_daczka Podcast

    Opowia_daczka Podcast

    Acum 17 ore


  38. Allison Mccormick

    Allison Mccormick

    Acum 17 ore

    I am SO Proud of her for being honest and herself. Love you Demi 😘 stay strong

  39. Meisha Mom

    Meisha Mom

    Acum 17 ore

    She is far from a role model model I would present to my kids about. Parents keep the kids away. She have nothing to offer but just a voice. just an entertainer! Nothing other than singing. People quit putting entertainers on a pedestals. It creates issues, drug addition, entitlement, elitist attitudes, talking down to people. They are nothing more than just people. Other people have serious problems that theses entertainers will never experience. Drug uses when you can’t handle something poor role model - geez - Self absorbed.

  40. Sabrina Foran

    Sabrina Foran

    Acum 17 ore

    Everyone in the comments should respectfully keep their opinions to themselves. This documentary was about healing. Let her heal!! Enough with the criticism.

  41. celed


    Acum 18 ore

    You can't solve an eating disorder with more restriction and more regulation. At its core, that is what an eating disorder is. You can't fix it by overmanaging your intake. It seems Demi found that out. And just as similarly, you can't solve addiction by using addictive substances. You cannot solve a disorder by using elements of that disorder.

  42. Lylyne C.

    Lylyne C.

    Acum 19 ore

    These people are lying to her like wth is moderation ??? Lord, please watch over her !

  43. Oksana Shomalieva

    Oksana Shomalieva

    Acum 19 ore

    Psychotherapy helps. Deal with your inner war with yourself. Peace inside is the best thing.

  44. James Atkins

    James Atkins

    Acum 20 ore

    This poor woamn still has huge issues. Her morals do not exist.

  45. Roi Aknin

    Roi Aknin

    Acum 20 ore

    I'm really not sure about this moderation thing, but all I can do is trust her and hope for the best.

  46. naamia nadim

    naamia nadim

    Acum 21 oră

    Hey Demi!!!

  47. Jenifer Ball

    Jenifer Ball

    Acum 21 oră

    I'm really disappointed that i keep getting a message telling me that the video requires payment to watch

  48. SrtaKim


    Acum 22 ore

    Só eu que achei a Demi (27:12) a cara da cantora gospel Daniela Araújo??

  49. Angeline Vivas

    Angeline Vivas

    Acum o Zi

    Just let her be guys, stop commenting things like “she shouldn’t drink blablabla” and I know what I am talking about, she needs to go through the moderation, I hope it works for her but why are you all saying bs ? Let her be

  50. Anjelika Tulalian

    Anjelika Tulalian

    Acum o Zi

    loving demi moree

  51. Courtney Smith

    Courtney Smith

    Acum o Zi

    I am fighting addiction as well and I'm praying for you, I understand everything your going through and I believe in you

  52. The Bat Next Door

    The Bat Next Door

    Acum o Zi

    Weed has helped me manage my addictive nature and keep my life on track. I am eternally grateful for it. I’m proud of her for doing what she needs to do to get inner peace.

  53. Rosangela Barreto de Oliveira

    Rosangela Barreto de Oliveira

    Acum o Zi

    Demi, sou do Brasil, e esse video no youtube chegou ate mim, e achei muito interessante sua sinceridade e amadurecimento em meio a tantas coisas que passou e passa. quero te oferecer se possivel minhas orações a Deus para que te fortaleça e que voce encontre em Cristo a paz para esse vazio que só voce conhece muito bem, Deus preencha sua vida de tal forma que não precisa de mais nada para ser totalmente completa, porque Cristo em sua vida é tudo. te amo e sou sua fã, estarei orando sempre , bjos

  54. Emily A

    Emily A

    Acum o Zi

    Shes gonna end up having another relapse episode and end up doing another documentary trying to justify it. I wont be surprised

  55. Charming nowhere to hide

    Charming nowhere to hide

    Acum o Zi

    temptations. That’s is how she is going to get better. Drinking and smoking weed won’t because she will always stay ‘in the past’

  56. J. Justin Zimmerman

    J. Justin Zimmerman

    Acum o Zi

    This is amazing! Big , Rich, Young Americans with their focus upon themselves. Boogie On You Guys. JJZ...(°¿.°`)...`}°;:^^:;«((

  57. Candid Cam _

    Candid Cam _

    Acum o Zi

    A while ago my mom told me she heard Demi was still using and i thought no, she can’t possibly be after what happened. It scares me to hear she isn’t clean. I’ve never struggled with substances so I can’t say I understand the tremendous struggle but Elton said exactly what I was thinking. You can’t pretend and say you know your limits when you almost died. I just really hope I don’t see bad news concerning her.

  58. Audenim Oshea

    Audenim Oshea

    Acum o Zi

    It's so lovely just seeing the support, love and understanding other celebs have for each other sometimes. That's great.

  59. Lisa B.

    Lisa B.

    Acum o Zi

    German Subtitles ?????????

  60. C Faz

    C Faz

    Acum o Zi

    I pray Demi finds a partner that can love her for her personality and not hate her for her condition. So many are defined by their diagnosis and not by their soul, it is so sad...everyone deserves to be loved selflessly and to have an opportunity to give that love in return. Love you Demi!



    Acum o Zi

    I don’t see demi living past 30

    • Brit Lowkey

      Brit Lowkey

      Acum 18 ore

      She did it to herself

  62. GarynJanet


    Acum o Zi

    I was expecting a super happy ending where she says she's gonna be sober forever. But I guess putting that expectation on her isn't fair. Just praying whatever direction she's taking with this works for her. 🙏🏾

  63. Natalie, don't

    Natalie, don't

    Acum o Zi

    Demi, we're with you ❤

  64. Tiff Q

    Tiff Q

    Acum o Zi

    This was powerful and I love how we can see her growth. Yes we will fall but just like Demi we can get back up if we have the chance. It's funny because I also went through a hard time back in 2020 and i suffered and cried but as the days passed I began to heal... one day I looked at myself in the mirror. I wanted to start new and just like Demi I wanted to change the way I looked so I chopped my hair off like her. I felt free. People can have opinions but in the end we should not live by others opinions but our own. Thank you Demi.

  65. Ashton Nikolayev

    Ashton Nikolayev

    Acum o Zi

    I struggle with my depression, anxiety, and eating disorder as well so that really hit home for me. She is loved so many. I hope she really does get better 💚💚 love you Demi

  66. Ana Carolina Benelli

    Ana Carolina Benelli

    Acum o Zi


  67. Holla Daze

    Holla Daze

    Acum o Zi

    The problem with moderation is 1 beer can easily turn into 24 beers, 10 shots, an 8 ball of coke, Xanax, and heroin for the comedown. 1 beer can literally trigger that. And any alcoholic or addict will tell you this. I hope it works for her, but I can almost certainly say it won't. Stick with just weed.

  68. sade mcintee

    sade mcintee

    Acum o Zi

    Damn I thought it was gonna be more episodes

  69. Meghan Helmich

    Meghan Helmich

    Acum o Zi

    I was on generic vivitrol (naltrexone) when I got out of rehab for opiate addiction. I stayed on it for several years, but it was especially helpful in the beginning of my recovery because it prevented my cravings. And logically, it helped me reason with myself that anything I bought and took would be a total waste because I couldn't feel it.

  70. dan santos

    dan santos

    Acum o Zi

    ai love uuu, from Brasil

  71. Nicole Simmons

    Nicole Simmons

    Acum o Zi

    Wow this is heart breaking because I really feel for her. But saying moderation its like a two sided coin. I hope she really comes to terms that she almost died a cat with 9 lives not a lot of ppl are lucky enough to survive

  72. Vee Rodriguez

    Vee Rodriguez

    Acum o Zi

    Sir Elton John nailed it. However, addiction is such a complex thing to even begin to understand. To her, and those who suffer from addiction, its an ongoing battle. We can opinionated and speculate but her addiction is bigger than anything and just the fact that she is trying to be the best version of herself after facing these issues, is a plus. Just saying

  73. SunMoon Stars

    SunMoon Stars

    Acum o Zi

    I wanna trust her but to be honest, I feel like she's still lost. I agree with sir Elton John, moderation does not work. I still feel sad about this

  74. Amanda Madrigal

    Amanda Madrigal

    Acum o Zi

    We love you Demi and pray for you to find happiness. You seem like a genuine person that just wants to be loved and love others. You are so worth living 💓💓💓

  75. mylene


    Acum o Zi

    harm reduction

  76. Little Monster Xtreme

    Little Monster Xtreme

    Acum o Zi

    I'm really hoping she gets the help she needs, Demi I'm keeping you in my prayers🙏🏻

  77. Anna Sincerbeaux

    Anna Sincerbeaux

    Acum o Zi

    This whole episode is so delusional and disappointing. Don't release a documentary to millions when you're still not well.

  78. Angel Garach

    Angel Garach

    Acum o Zi

    I 100% agree with everything Elton said.

  79. Rachael McEvoy

    Rachael McEvoy

    Acum o Zi

    Love you Demi! Your an inspiration to so many!

  80. Brooke McLymond

    Brooke McLymond

    Acum o Zi

    WTF is a watermelon cake? Those 2 words don't even go together.

  81. Julesbags


    Acum o Zi

    Praying she continues to thrive.💜 Unsure re the misdiagnosed bipolar thing.. Hopefully that will continue to be in the discussions going forward.. much love and healing

  82. Dj Nicoly

    Dj Nicoly

    Acum o Zi

    Perfeitaaa tks for that

  83. Lady of Winterfell

    Lady of Winterfell

    Acum o Zi

    Elton John out here being dead honest. I could never I’ve been clean four years and I can’t even drink cuz one is two then two is cocaine then cocaine is heroin. Or hit one bowl then one bowl is two then two bowls is heroin. Everything leads to my drug of choice and I know what I want if I do drink it’s not the feeling I want so I go straight to what I want. Heroin. But I guess maybe it does work for others idk

  84. Daniella


    Acum o Zi

    Her family is naive AF if they think she can stay clean by only drinking or doing drugs in "moderation". Are we going to have another "I'm sober" doc in a few years. Demi stan for life, but looks like we will have another "sober" doc in the future.

  85. Morgan Melanie

    Morgan Melanie

    Acum o Zi

    Her Laugh at the end was so epic! so full of life :)

  86. kora _kaos

    kora _kaos

    Acum o Zi

    the part where she cut her hair off was so amazing, i literally started crying because she looked so happy to finally cut it off. ngl i started listening to her music earlier this week and i'm already obsessed proud of you demi

  87. Balance Health Wellness Music

    Balance Health Wellness Music

    Acum o Zi

    Beautiful for you having the courage to voice your true self.

  88. Winnie M

    Winnie M

    Acum o Zi

    Girl who you need is Laura Clery. Cause the people around you are sorta puppets in your show...

  89. Danielle Strong

    Danielle Strong

    Acum o Zi

    I can drink in moderation but I do not have an addictive personality... so whatevr works for her

  90. Heather JulietteRose

    Heather JulietteRose

    Acum o Zi

    Demi is just trying what works for her. I get it. I myself went from drinking half a bottle to a bottle of wine a night to now 1 glass.

  91. Heather JulietteRose

    Heather JulietteRose

    Acum o Zi

    Wow Demi is so pretty in those shots where she isnt wearing makeup

  92. M S

    M S

    Acum o Zi

    This was sad to watch

  93. M S

    M S

    Acum o Zi

    An alcoholic can't drink in moderation ... like drugs aside the alcohol alone

  94. Alexis Rodriguez

    Alexis Rodriguez

    Acum o Zi

    "one size does not fit all"-Harm Reduction

  95. Emma Boudreau

    Emma Boudreau

    Acum o Zi

    Was this the last episode ?

  96. Ronnie Stewart Jr

    Ronnie Stewart Jr

    Acum o Zi

    8:14 I love them 🥰😭🥰

  97. Mayling


    Acum o Zi

    I hope she goes back to being 100% sober. Weed is a drug too.

  98. Savannah Marie

    Savannah Marie

    Acum o Zi

    Okay but your hair is everything. IT SUITS YOU SO WELL DEMI!

  99. L C

    L C

    Acum o Zi

    I think this is more to tell her full truth and to let us know she’s not fully sober but she’s trying to get there but she can’t she’s got an addictive personality so it’s going to be hard . I just pray she never ends up in the position she was in before 🙏🏼

  100. BeastWitcher


    Acum o Zi

    Demi i love you,respect from Belarus